I choose to let my eyes blind before the sun tracks me down

The simplicity waits in the corner of the road

This is the place where I think tears are turning into gold

This is the time when silence breaks the other thoughts

I left my heart in the coldest night period

Tell me, tell me the stories about your pain!

I heard them selling a ticket to an eternal happiness

    

I choose my own path to find the world where the impossible is nothing

And nothing more should I say

I am holding back the moment

I do not want you, I want my toys

I heard other speaks different languages

I am tired of those human theories of living      

    

Defined life!      

      

 

This is the box that I build for myself

Ignorance is a blessed

I will go sailing with my own vessel of love      

      

   

    

Conspiracy..conspiracy, I am badly needed ones       

      

   

    

At the end, I’ll think you have to know

I heard what Scarlet says,

“gone..gone..gone with the wind!”      

    

      

   

This is me versus the world of uncertainty    

         

      

 

      

“Please do not wait until the sun arises, or it will be too late for us to dance on our paradise. Sleep now, not forever. Tomorrow is ahead of us. Will you walk with me tomorrow and forever?” >> (12.04.2006 // 1.46am)

That’s what he said..

Come play with the moon,

I’ll tickle your senses

Let’s cuddling in the grass,

I’ll teach you the art of smile

Come laugh with the sand,

I’ll show you how to hide the tears

Let’s taste my rollercoaster life,

I’ll take you to unavoidable pleasure ride

Can you resist me now?

This is what I remembered..

Once, he said to me, “You cannot ask God for something that you desperately want, but one day something that you really need would be granted.”

And here I am today,

simply wait and enjoy the show.

Let’s go traverse the sky

I’ll show you my paradise minds.

Let’s laugh in sunset city

I’ll hold you with thousand words

Let’s ride the moment

I’ll take you to sentimental journey

Let’s shout to the moon

I’ll kiss you goodnight,

au revoir monsiuer.

come visit my dreams again

lets do the dance, spin me spin me

take me to the endless heartbeat rhyme

in your eyes remain,

and this is not the end..

You said, “I see brightness over there, honey.”

I said, “I am in the dark, dear. I cannot find the lights.”

You said, “Right, go right. There’s no point turning to the left.”

I said, “I see the future in left. I am blind if I turn to the right.”

You said, “Look at the stars, close your eyes, and make a wish.”

I said, “There is no stars, and my night is just gloomy.”

You said, “I need time. I need space. I cannot breath.”

I said, “I miss you.”

You said, “I Love You.”

I said, “No more I need you. I need the world without you.”

You said, “You use ‘I’ words more often.”

I said, “There is no ‘I’ or ‘U’ words. There are only us.”

You said, “Hold me, please.”

I said, “I still have my pride. And this is the War.”

Today,

I re-read your mind

Today,

I re-read every chapters of soul that you gave it perfectly to me

Today,

I re-read stories behind every picture

Today,

I re-read the tears behind every smile

Today,

I re-read what cloud should says before the rain comes

Today,

I re-read a book slowly from the back and found disappointment

Today,

I re-read the emptiness, no conclusion nor ending

Today,

I re-read the art of surprises

(Hey Mr-surprises-I-want-to-kiss-you, give me those moments. I am blinking here)

Today,

I re-read the distances and never want to count it

Today,

I do not have it, because I do not have you